Life Update?

I really have no idea what I want to do in school anymore. It's just that I feel like I will fail because my previous grades haven't been so great in college. I'm not even attending school this semester because I'm just so confused with what to do. My dad is down my back asking me about school like EVERY FREAKING DAY. I'm just like "Yo pops this is not your life" I know he wants the best for me but it's just going at a slower pace. I'm definitely going back I just need some time to find out what I want to do. Last semester I was so depressed (due to a series of events) I was failing and I had to withdraw from all my classes. I felt so alone and cried all the time. Well now I'm at home trying to look for a job for the summer. I can say that online applications suck.

I just needed to vent a bit.

Bzz Agent: Glade Campain

I received two coupons in the mail from BzzAgent to test out

The Glade Expressions® Oil Diffuser and

Glade Expressions® Fragrance Mist. 

I only got my hands on the diffuser because I think there was a

sale at Target for the fragrance mist and it was sold out.

My coupon doesn't expire until the end of April so I hope to get it by then.

The scent I bought was the Pineapple & Mangosteen

and IT SMELLS GREAT!!!

Its like a super fruity tropical smell.

How it looks

The two other scents available

Tokyo's DOKUMO Models

A video from Kawaii International.

I loved it so much!

Yun is my favorite

Please watch:

This is Ep 9

Homade Gyoza!

I made gyoza by hand for the first time!

It tasted really good.

Being Gyaru on A Budget!

Wouldn't we all love to own some 109 brands? But the reality is many of us cannot afford it or even fit into it the outfits like me. Big boobs and big thighs are not going to squeeze into gal brands haha

How and where do I buy my things?

• Clothing: I go to thrift stores (Goodwill and Salvation Army). It's fun to go thrifting because you never know what you may find! Since prices of items are usually cheap you can add gems,spikes, lace and even cut up  your items. For regular discount stores (Rainbows) or department stores (Walmart, Jcpenny) I look for clearance only. I usually don't buy basic items like tops/skirts for more than $5. There are exceptions to every rule though^^ . Also end of season clearance is where I find my best deals. Now winter stuff  is being sold cheap for the new arrival of spring items. You can save those items for next year. I will probably check out Rainbows next week for sales.

• Accessories: eBay is your friend but be careful of the sellers you buy from. Also forever 21 has affordable accessories but eBay is my main place along with discount clothing stores like (Rainbow's).

• Makeup: I use dollar store makeup, discount store makeup and drugstore makeup. At the dollar store usually Dollar Tree I can find some brands at times (L'Oreal, Revlon, Covergirl ,La. Colors) which is what I will buy. The only brand of makeup I buy from the drugstore is from Wet N' Wild because I can afford it. 

• Wigs: I buy wigs all around. eBay, Tmart, Clairhair.com, SamsBeauty.com. If I have time I go to the hair store to look at and feel a wig I might like online or I watch YouTube reviews on them. I usually go for wigs that you can apply heat to. Sometimes I even make my own wigs. I have made 5 so far

When shopping around it is great to have knowledge of the latest gal trends 

or  substyle(s) you like the most. I find it easier to go shopping that way.

My favorite styles are Ora-Ora, Kuronba and Rokku. 

(Its hard to tell from the kawaiiness of my blog lol)

But it helps when I study those styles more.

Thanks for reading!

Got My stuff from Samsbeauty!

I'm super late with this update forgive me 

It took about a week for my items to arrive

I made a video for this haul but I hated the way it came out.

So I will just put up pics of the wigs I got^^

Will do video review on those soon :)

How do you stay motivated? Weight loss? Eating Healthy?

I want to lose weight so bad but when it actually comes down to it I just don't know where to start. Exercising and eating healthy seems easy but why can't I do it? I say "Oh I will start doing this or that today" but I don't. I was so motivated 2 years ago but now I do something once and then don't do it for another week. I just have weak will power. I think I just have to learn how to say NO to certain things and just think about the positive outcome.

My Goals:

Eat Healthier

Drink mostly water/ Calorie free drinks/ Tea

Run on treadmill or go for a daily walk

(but its freezing so doubt I will go for a walk)

Do some squats

I just want to try some small changes 

because I won't be able to handle a drastic change

in my lifestyle because then I would just be back

at square one.

Mall Haul! February 2013

click for more pics!

Natural Hair Update!

I cut my hair back in August 2012

and right now I am 6 months post Big chop!

For those of you who don't know what "Big Chop" is

A big chop is when you cut all or majority of your hair off

to grow you hair fresh and also embrace your hairs natural texture.

There came a point in my life when relaxers didn't work for me and my hair felt like crap!

New Youtube intro !